when you blue, everything seems to get harder. it takes more and more energy to walk up that hill every day, smiles are fake, and its an effort to get up in the morning. life hurts. in more than one way. how do you get out of that hole? how can you say your good at something when your friend does it too, but is better? you try to shine but your just adverge. you dream big, but were will it get you if no one is there to believe that you can make it?
i guess thats my grown up christmas wish....
do i even make a difference to somebody?